Saturday, May 24, 2008

Sigh ..................................

Aloysius ... Aloysius ... Aloysius ...

Monday onwards, there will be no one to play with my hair clip anymore ... Although its quite irritating, im sure i'll miss it ... There will be no one tat we can call Aloy Aloy anymore ... No random guy tat makes funny faces out of the blue ... No one shouting "KELING", "BABI","MANGKUK", etc etc from the back ... No more *hubby & wife* drama in the class ... No one that suddenly pops out of no where and shows his fourth finger at u ... Most of all, there's no more baby face with the cute dimples walking around ...
Why cant u just change to law foundation in taylors or mayb around taylors will do? In the first place, WHY MUST U LEAVE? im being very emo now ... Im really sorry ... I understand that ur future is much more important ... It's really a miserable week for us pm 14 but me especially ..
not only coz aloy left ... But i realise at this point of my life, people jus start leaving one by one & i cant realy catch up with them .. Firstly my bf, then my best friend jus told me tat she's leavin to terengganu soon ... And another fren leavin to mmu also ... NOTE THAT: not only i cant catch up with my friends, even my studies as well ...

Kai Zia, i cant go dating anymore also!!! Even if wana go dating also no one to go with me edi T.T unless u dun mind goin out on a date with me la ... jus jk .. im straight, nt a lesbo ... and im tryin hard to catch up with u guys edi ... I tried finishing jeet jeet's homework but everyday he's giving more n more, it's really hard for me to catch up when it takes me years to finish one exercise n to understand it ... And basiclly im not really as smart as the rest of d class ... I think my SPM results is the poorest in the class ... Sorry to say tat i only had 3 A1s ... It's bad right? I noe some of u all will be thinking why i even bothered taking A-Levels in the first place ... Like karamjeet said, if u cant cope up here, why even bother wasting ur parents money ... That's when i thought of dropping A-Levels if i really get bad results for this semester exam, or maybe just differ to july intake which i hope i can cope up in there ... Hope u all will understand, especially brenda, farrah n kai zia when i make my decision later ... But mean time now, im still tryin n only can hope for the best ...

Like what Agnes said ... Friends come n go in our lives, but a only few find places so deep in our hearts tat we know they'll always be with us .. I hope Aloysius will remember us n we will certainly remember him ... Tis short journey of 3 months in pm14, we already became like a big family ... Eveyone of us looking after each other ... And i really love tis new family tat i joined except for "some" which i think u all will noe whom ... To Vicky, cheer up la! u wan dota kaki i play with u la ok ... but im oni a noobie n oni noe how to use the ice princess, not so pro like Aloy ... And i dun think Kai Zia will let me play with u also >.< She's gona control me edi ... She said NO shopping, NO dating, NO cheong k n NO movie ... Sobs!!! But it's all for the best of me, thx Kai Zia ...
All the best to Aloysius, I hope u will be a good lawyer in the future ...


I'm gona have a moody week, forgive me if im being over emo ...
Signing off ;...
Nellie the fat & dumb one

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