Ah-Loy= tears, hate, friendship etc.etc..... Vicks, Nellie, change of mind.

Sigh... I don't even know if I have a proper mood to write this. I will try my best k?

Today Aloysius the stupid monkeying idiotic baboon (Sorry, I swear when I get pissed off at someone) of our class left, as Farrah said. Its so super sad. Thankfully, Victor told me the shockingly sad news yesterday as he said "I tell you earlier so you can get prepared because a young heart cannot tahan so much in a short time." lame right? Unfortunately it is true. sigh... I was told to keep the news a secret. But I couldn't stand myself and I told my godsister Farrah (because she can really keep a secret and well, she's gonna know anyway) and she was like 'UHH... Are you serious?" trust me my reaction was like "Oh" when I heard it from Victor. It was a big shock I mean Law? Aloysius wanna study LAW?! He doesn't look 'lawyerish' you know. Victor, Farrah and I, were most affected by the news. Seriously, mostly Victor, because he was losing his buddy. The buddy which always 'lepak' in his house and goes to the ADP library to do math with him and complains about the load of homework given. Me? I was losing my annoyingly funny and lame godbrother who always ask me stupid math questions and insults me with funny Malaccan words and who is my boxing human. Haha!(this is probably the first time I laughed properly in what... 6 hours?) We couldn't really concentrate on our bio test that time especially Farrah. We were actually crying buckets and that monkey cried i think one tear? or maybe none at all? sigh... well, at least we did a tiny farewell party for him (Aloy! you better appreciated the party and the cards!) and got to say bye properly.
PM14 is starting to crumble and its sad. Victor and Nellie may be planning to go to the July intake and I swear, if they do, I will brainwash them until they stay. I mean after Victor leaves, our class rep, the second biggest piece of the jigsaw puzzle, what is left of PM14? Nellie? My godsister? If she leaves, no one is there to scold and put the guys in place.
Sigh.. I feel so bloody emo right now. Arghh! I am dreading Monday. That will be the day when the truth really hits all of us. The day when Aloysius will be missing. The day where sadness fills the atmosphere. Ok, I am being so emo now. I don't even have the mood to put some colour in my post. sigh... I sigh a lot when I am sad. Arghh! why did Aloysius have to go? The class is going to be so boring now! sob! (crying again).
Finally, Aloysius= tears, hate, friendship, brotherly love (so gay but true), lameness, annoyance at times, fun, cute, and of course sadness.

Brenda (very emo eventhough playing music lifted 1% of my spirits up)